Goodbye,

Im feeling blue, Im feeling so stressed out, So fucked up, So emoshit. Haih. I dont know what to do. I feel like screaming, scream so loud, but it seems like no one can hear me screaming. I wanna go to my own world. Where nobody knows my name, where i come from, where nobody cares what the fuck am i doing, where its just me and myself. Its like im at the middle, Im happy and i have my love ones, but at the same time im so fucked up and fed up of everything thats going right now. Hey, i dont wanna to let you go. But its like i have to. But i cant. But i dont know. Ill just keep quiet and bite my tongue when im infront of you. I dont wanna make things become worse. Between you and you know who. I wanna be in a room where its just you and I. and talk. Like we used to. Laugh like we used to. Sing like we used to. Dance in a rain like we used to. Cry at the rooftop like we used to. Share secrets like we used to. Talk about the same thing all over again. Talk about hot celebrities like we used to. We used to do all of that. But now its all, awkward. before this, your voice was my lullaby, to make me go to sleep. Before this it feels so good screaming your name at the middle of the canteen. Before this crying about you was impossible cause we never was in any fight. it was never been so silence like this. Before this you always made my day go wow. Before this i always do stupid stuffs to get your attention. Before this singing with you was the first i want to do ever morning when i woke up. Before this it feels so good to have a sister like you. I love you. I need you. I care about you. Like i said, people always leave. People come and go. Very easy.

Okay, done with this emoshit. I wanna play with my turtle and text someone. She can make me happy alright. Ciao.