Bang And Youre Dead
Ever think that you might living in hell cause youre grounded? You did? Thats what im thinking right now.
You change your mind too fast. You keep me guessing whats wrong. Im not good in guessing stuff. But i kept trying and trying. I wanna give you some space but im afraid that im gonna cry again and again. Which making me more weaker cause you make me strong, your words make me stronger. But when you jump into a conclusion and it ends everything. Everything goes black. As dark as the night sky. When you mad at me, making it even darker. I love you, i do. But im mean, and youre one helluva nice person. Im sorry. Might say sorry a lot. Its just because i feel bad.
Im just gonna keep quiet. My mouth makes everything goes upside down. Im just gonna shut up.
Wanna go somewhere now, chow
You change your mind too fast. You keep me guessing whats wrong. Im not good in guessing stuff. But i kept trying and trying. I wanna give you some space but im afraid that im gonna cry again and again. Which making me more weaker cause you make me strong, your words make me stronger. But when you jump into a conclusion and it ends everything. Everything goes black. As dark as the night sky. When you mad at me, making it even darker. I love you, i do. But im mean, and youre one helluva nice person. Im sorry. Might say sorry a lot. Its just because i feel bad.
Im just gonna keep quiet. My mouth makes everything goes upside down. Im just gonna shut up.
Wanna go somewhere now, chow
Youre The Closest Heaven
Tomorrow is the fucking audition and im NOT ready. God god god god. I wanna die. NOOO. Dont wanna die. I just want tooooooooooo.. relax. I guess ill be okay by tomorrow.
So, Pn Nurdiana wants to see me. Cant find her today. But ill search for her tomorrow. I dont know what to say to her tomorrow. Cause i was busy practicing and i forgot the time. Stupid me. But i just dont know. Im in trouble again.
I love kakak's voice :)
Just got off the phone and i need that someone. Jay, your ipod is full of JB -.- Should hear mine. Full of Screamos and House.
I want a new phone peeps. I really want a new phone. Haih. And i wanna have fun some fun on my birthday :D *padahal lambat lagi
You know what i want on my birthday? Friends, sisters and PARTYYYYYYYYYY. Hahahahahah. Okay, just a small party. Maybe. I dont know, big or small or medium. Party till you drop.
Im okay im okay. I want lots of things for my birthday act. But i just dont wanna tell d: Maybe im gonna tell a little bit. Since my blog is public. HAHA
Okay, wanna go weng weng
So, Pn Nurdiana wants to see me. Cant find her today. But ill search for her tomorrow. I dont know what to say to her tomorrow. Cause i was busy practicing and i forgot the time. Stupid me. But i just dont know. Im in trouble again.
I love kakak's voice :)
Just got off the phone and i need that someone. Jay, your ipod is full of JB -.- Should hear mine. Full of Screamos and House.
I want a new phone peeps. I really want a new phone. Haih. And i wanna have fun some fun on my birthday :D *padahal lambat lagi
You know what i want on my birthday? Friends, sisters and PARTYYYYYYYYYY. Hahahahahah. Okay, just a small party. Maybe. I dont know, big or small or medium. Party till you drop.
Im okay im okay. I want lots of things for my birthday act. But i just dont wanna tell d: Maybe im gonna tell a little bit. Since my blog is public. HAHA
Okay, wanna go weng weng
Things Cant Be Perfect All The Time
God, im bored. Raya's near already. So is my birthday bitch! But haih, i think no one would wanna come. Hahahahah. Come come, come to my house. Crash it! Right now, im watching Are You Smarter Than a 5th Grader? Aww, the kids are so cute.
I wanted to buy the Playboy tshirt. But someone doesnt want me to wear it d: Nah, just kidding. I dont wanna buy it pun. Its too, eurgh. Who would wanna wear it anyway? She said i look 'buff' wearing it. LMFAO
Everybody's day coming up. I dont know if i wanna perform or not. But i want to perform. I just dont have songs. I need one song. Maybe 2. Hahahah. JAY CALL MEEEEE!!!!
Everythings okay now. Quite okay. My parents, theyre good. No more shouting. Anything. I have my friends, which is my neighbor? Lame. But theyre nice. Understands me. In a way.
I change my mind, i dont wanna cut my hair. Maybe just a little bit lah, tomorrow. You wont even notice it. Heheh.
I wanna dance! I miss slow dancing with you. I miss Thursday. I miss Earth Angel and i deff miss you.
I wanted to buy the Playboy tshirt. But someone doesnt want me to wear it d: Nah, just kidding. I dont wanna buy it pun. Its too, eurgh. Who would wanna wear it anyway? She said i look 'buff' wearing it. LMFAO
Everybody's day coming up. I dont know if i wanna perform or not. But i want to perform. I just dont have songs. I need one song. Maybe 2. Hahahah. JAY CALL MEEEEE!!!!
Everythings okay now. Quite okay. My parents, theyre good. No more shouting. Anything. I have my friends, which is my neighbor? Lame. But theyre nice. Understands me. In a way.
I change my mind, i dont wanna cut my hair. Maybe just a little bit lah, tomorrow. You wont even notice it. Heheh.
I wanna dance! I miss slow dancing with you. I miss Thursday. I miss Earth Angel and i deff miss you.
Youre So Adorable :)
Went to Pavi today. Met Hanna, Yana and Arisya. Heheh. I had fun. Did a little bit of shopping and decided to go home fast cause im not a big fan of shopping and others. So, yeah. Drve my sister home. Finally rest my butt at home.I really had fun. Seriously. Im bored. Hehe. Helped adik just now. So im gonna watch Nur Kasih now.
Chowdouchebags
Hold On To Your Kite
Everythings turns out to be okay. I have someone back, and im back on track. I guess im okay. Didnt go to school today. Such a boring place to have fun. You know, Pn Nurdiana is in a good mood. I hope its not just because of bulan Ramadhan -.-
Shes here. With me :) Not Pn Nurdiana. But someone else and im happy. Really happy.
Just now, i was wearing ALL blue. HAHAH. Teringat time sports day.
H: Do you know athirah?
S: Blue?
Daddy went out already. Fuhh. That was close. I dont feel like going to school tomorrow. But i know i have to. Qiel will be freaking mad at me if im not going to. Reeeeally mad. Do you believe in magic? I do. And maybe fairytales too. Hahahah. Dont worry. I love you, bubba.
We've thought of singing Fireflies. Guess who wants to join us? Well i did ask her to join us. Its Julia. Hehe. Im happy. Very happy. I guess life's not bad at all. You just know how to survive. Thats it. Well im still trying. Maybe ill try harder. and harder. and harder. and harder. I know that feels good d:
I wanna go.. uhm, shave my legs.
Chow
Shes here. With me :) Not Pn Nurdiana. But someone else and im happy. Really happy.
Just now, i was wearing ALL blue. HAHAH. Teringat time sports day.
H: Do you know athirah?
S: Blue?
Daddy went out already. Fuhh. That was close. I dont feel like going to school tomorrow. But i know i have to. Qiel will be freaking mad at me if im not going to. Reeeeally mad. Do you believe in magic? I do. And maybe fairytales too. Hahahah. Dont worry. I love you, bubba.
We've thought of singing Fireflies. Guess who wants to join us? Well i did ask her to join us. Its Julia. Hehe. Im happy. Very happy. I guess life's not bad at all. You just know how to survive. Thats it. Well im still trying. Maybe ill try harder. and harder. and harder. and harder. I know that feels good d:
I wanna go.. uhm, shave my legs.
Chow
"Im Horny, Lets Do Another One" - William Bonin
Im kind of singing this song, Officially Missing You. I am missing someone, lemme say this. I think i miss EVERYONE.
I dont know what to say. Okay, lets start crapping and yappin. Ivebeendrinkingcokeidrankthreebigbottleofitandirememberthatmyexdidntlikeitsoistopnowimplayingfirefliescauseiknowsomeonelikethissongandwhatacoincidencethissonghasbeenstuckinjay'smindforthewholeweektooiijustfeelsostupidandimverynotinamoodforfunstuffsbut ithinkillhavethatkindofmoodtomorrowsinceshescomingtomyhouseIMGONNACUTMYHAIRTOMORROWMORNINGandiguessitsgoingtobeshortimisshersinceshesnotgonnastayuplatetonightiloveadikandkakakineedhelpsomeonesaveme.Im begging you.
I need to take a deep breath and lie down. Think about spongebob's laugh and how i feel down when i want to lift up someone. It doesnt hurt anymore. Its just my heart, im in pain. Not that pain but, i just need that someone so bad.
I want to sleep, forever. I wish i know what would people feel when i die. I just dont know.
Dont take me back cause youre sorry, take me back cause you love me. If you do. Then i love you. Im in a deepshit mood and i dont know how to act. Im hiding it. But i cant. Im me when im infront of you. Im very deep. I just dont show it. Im not lazy to show it. Its just me. Something wrong with me right? You agree?
Ive been crying for the whole week. Its not that im hurt or anything. Its just i feel like crying. Im weak. Never been strong. Im trying to be one. I say sorry eventhough its not my fault. What am i? Chicken? No. I just dont like fighting. I feel like i want to record every beautiful things in my life. Put it in a tape. Lets just tape everything.
I miss Qiel. I love you anjew. You look so cute with your new hair. Im gonna join you tomorrow.. Before this you said i look like a girl. Aw, baby. Thats so sweet. xx. We're so gay. We should do a song about us. How sweet <3
"Semalam i tunggu you tak datang" LMFAO
I just remember how standard 5 was. Its fun. Haih. I miss it. Rest in peace, putri.
Theres something wrong with me today. I need to chill. I wanna clear my mind and just die peacefully. Goodbye. *emoshit T__T HAHA.
I dont know what to say. Okay, lets start crapping and yappin. Ivebeendrinkingcokeidrankthreebigbottleofitandirememberthatmyexdidntlikeitsoistopnowimplayingfirefliescauseiknowsomeonelikethissongandwhatacoincidencethissonghasbeenstuckinjay'smindforthewholeweektooiijustfeelsostupidandimverynotinamoodforfunstuffsbut ithinkillhavethatkindofmoodtomorrowsinceshescomingtomyhouseIMGONNACUTMYHAIRTOMORROWMORNINGandiguessitsgoingtobeshortimisshersinceshesnotgonnastayuplatetonightiloveadikandkakakineedhelpsomeonesaveme.Im begging you.
I need to take a deep breath and lie down. Think about spongebob's laugh and how i feel down when i want to lift up someone. It doesnt hurt anymore. Its just my heart, im in pain. Not that pain but, i just need that someone so bad.
I want to sleep, forever. I wish i know what would people feel when i die. I just dont know.
Dont take me back cause youre sorry, take me back cause you love me. If you do. Then i love you. Im in a deepshit mood and i dont know how to act. Im hiding it. But i cant. Im me when im infront of you. Im very deep. I just dont show it. Im not lazy to show it. Its just me. Something wrong with me right? You agree?
Ive been crying for the whole week. Its not that im hurt or anything. Its just i feel like crying. Im weak. Never been strong. Im trying to be one. I say sorry eventhough its not my fault. What am i? Chicken? No. I just dont like fighting. I feel like i want to record every beautiful things in my life. Put it in a tape. Lets just tape everything.
I miss Qiel. I love you anjew. You look so cute with your new hair. Im gonna join you tomorrow.. Before this you said i look like a girl. Aw, baby. Thats so sweet. xx. We're so gay. We should do a song about us. How sweet <3
"Semalam i tunggu you tak datang" LMFAO
I just remember how standard 5 was. Its fun. Haih. I miss it. Rest in peace, putri.
Theres something wrong with me today. I need to chill. I wanna clear my mind and just die peacefully. Goodbye. *emoshit T__T HAHA.
For You
I love who you are. Im Proud of you. I love your Flaws and your Perfections. You make me laugh, you make me cry, you make angry, you make me so happy and i love ALL THAT. Sometimes you scare me and i love that too. You make me think sometimes, even i dont want to. Im thankful for that. You think you know how much i adore you. You have no idea.. Though thank you for being there for me when im being a pain in the ass. But i respect you and sometimes, you know what.. Music sounds better when i think of you. Youre wonderful and you inspire me to be better.
What A Loser You Are, Because I Am Too
You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there." -Bob Marley
I wasnt able to talk to you for like.. 2 days, and it made me feel like a part of my brain is missing.
SAVE FERRIS
This movie is really awesome!
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.
You'll Be A Bitch Because You Can
I went to school today. Nothing much. Yada yada. Then Nina panggil, tunekan guitar. Okay. Blabla.
It wasnt that fun. i WANT to meet her. But idk. Problems. Teachers. Stupid -__-
Im listening to songs that can make me feel calm and others. Just in the mood for it. Lately, i dont know myself. I lost control of myself. My mouth, words and probably my actions. I hate that. I do. I just, dont know.
John Mayer's voice nice. Makes you feel so, calm and relax. In a way. Im not in any mood right now. But i want to be in one.
I want to fly. Just like those birds. Feel free. Feel the wind and know where to go. Plan your future. Make the humans down there miserable by those poops, but still be happy up there. Ever think of that? Earth is just so fucked up now. The people, especially politics. They want power. I want peace, everybody wants the world to be in a good condition. Yeah.. *why am i talking about this?
Did i made a wrong turn? Went to a wrong road. I think now i cant find my way out. Im, so, stuck. Im lost. But i feel, one day. Ill stop running. I'll find my way out. I'll found some light. I'll found, you.
It wasnt that fun. i WANT to meet her. But idk. Problems. Teachers. Stupid -__-
Im listening to songs that can make me feel calm and others. Just in the mood for it. Lately, i dont know myself. I lost control of myself. My mouth, words and probably my actions. I hate that. I do. I just, dont know.
John Mayer's voice nice. Makes you feel so, calm and relax. In a way. Im not in any mood right now. But i want to be in one.
I want to fly. Just like those birds. Feel free. Feel the wind and know where to go. Plan your future. Make the humans down there miserable by those poops, but still be happy up there. Ever think of that? Earth is just so fucked up now. The people, especially politics. They want power. I want peace, everybody wants the world to be in a good condition. Yeah.. *why am i talking about this?
Did i made a wrong turn? Went to a wrong road. I think now i cant find my way out. Im, so, stuck. Im lost. But i feel, one day. Ill stop running. I'll find my way out. I'll found some light. I'll found, you.
Waiting Is All You Can Do
Im Sorry. I cant control it anymore.
i did smthing for you. we'll meet on monday.
Her Name Was Written On A Photograph
Just watched Zathura. It was funnnn! Now im chatting with her. Haha. Listeng to Photograph - Jamie Cullum. Reminds me of 2008. Nina and others. Time ponteng class and others. It was fun. It was the, past.
Gonna be Otp at 1230 since the supersavers is 1 buck. So yeah. I miss you lah, redbull. Haiyoo. Tsk tsk tsk. And you too, adik. 2 more days to goooooo! Okay. Chill. I need you here, right here, right now. I found a new placeeeeeeee! It is so cool.
Acah texted me, its been a long time we didnt text and call and others. Didnt go to school today. Dont feel like it. Watched Harry Potter, terus taknak pgi skolah. Now, Photograph and Memories - Jason Reeves. I cried once when i listnd to this song.
It was last year, when i found out about this song. I straight download it and put it in my phone. I cried. All night. Till tomorrow morning. Had a fight with jay. Still remember at that time. Was in the toilet. Sit and the floor. It wasnt dirty. I put the headphone, and cry. And i still cant get that out of my mind. Still cant get her out of my mind. She'll remains there. In my mind, my heart.
sometimes the last thing you want comes first,
the first thing you want never come.
Gonna be Otp at 1230 since the supersavers is 1 buck. So yeah. I miss you lah, redbull. Haiyoo. Tsk tsk tsk. And you too, adik. 2 more days to goooooo! Okay. Chill. I need you here, right here, right now. I found a new placeeeeeeee! It is so cool.
Acah texted me, its been a long time we didnt text and call and others. Didnt go to school today. Dont feel like it. Watched Harry Potter, terus taknak pgi skolah. Now, Photograph and Memories - Jason Reeves. I cried once when i listnd to this song.
It was last year, when i found out about this song. I straight download it and put it in my phone. I cried. All night. Till tomorrow morning. Had a fight with jay. Still remember at that time. Was in the toilet. Sit and the floor. It wasnt dirty. I put the headphone, and cry. And i still cant get that out of my mind. Still cant get her out of my mind. She'll remains there. In my mind, my heart.
sometimes the last thing you want comes first,
the first thing you want never come.
Holy Shit, I Love You
I was watching Spongebob Squarepants with mummy. I wish i could be Spongebob. I mean, not in a childish way. But in a simple living life way. Haha. Well.. mummy wants to be Mr. Krab. Money money money!
Ever think of one of your friends want what you have or maybe love? Yeah, tell me about it. Here i am, lying down at my bed, texting with yana and eating chocolate. I kind of stop liking choc. I dont know why. My bed is a mess and my room is like a freezer. I dont have nothing to do. But i just ate my meds. Might sleep early tonight, again.
I feel so weak and sick. I have a flu since this morning and i feel not.. fresh? Oh, i didnt go to school today. Because mummy tak kasi. Sorry :/
Im waiting for her to text me. Shes at her tuition. Studying. Thats good. Hahah. I need to have some rest. When i want to rest and sleep, i just cant. Tidur bangun, tidur bangun. No use. I need to go to a vacation. Not like Las Vegas, LA, Miami or Amsterdam. Ejay wants to go to Amsterdam so much. Pegi lah kau sorang2. Hahah. I want to go to Hawaii, or maybe Pulau Perhentian. Pulau Perhentian? What was i thinking?
I played rockband with Alef. It was fun. Sakit tekak. Haha. So his cousin joined. Kaw kaw sat. I miss Qiel. I dont know why. Goodluck, qiel. Tahan je lah. Im in the situation where i need everyone here. I might need YOU too.
4 days, 39 days, 19 days, and 22 days left.
i need you to know that i miss you;
i miss you so bad.
i miss you so bad.
Look, Im bored
I feel like jumping so high till i cant even find wheres earth anymore. I feel like singing my heart out till the sun is up. I feel like dancing like a fatman dont know how to dance and repeat the promnight dance again. I feel like smoking cigarettes till i cant breathe. I feel like strumming the guitar till i cant feel my fingers. I feel like going to paris and take one picture then go home. I feel like partying all night long till i have buddha belly. I feel like eating space brownies till i dont know my name or my house. I feel like driving so fast till a thousands of police will be chasing my car. I feel like studying till i throw up. I feel like kissing a cat. I feel like wearing a pirate hat and an eye patch then go all grrr to mummy. I feel like crying till my eye goes all red. I feel like eating ice cream till i dont know whats brain freeze is. I feel like playing with foundation till i become a drag queen. I feel like putting some perfume on my singlet till my neighbor can smell it. I feel like reading some jiwang novel till i get annoyed. I feel like watching romeo and Juliet and cry. I feel like watching titanic and still cry eventhough i just watched it a few hours ago.
I feel like i wanna be in a coma.
I feel like i wanna be in a coma.
So, Whose Britney's Ex Husband Again?
ITS A COW? ITS A TRUCK? WAIT, its k fed?
True, its K Fed. Hah. Sesuai. K Fat. Hahahah. But yeah. He has the body, but his attitude is just so like any other perv guys. Poor britney :( He should rott in hell. Its not that im saying that i like britney. But haih. I dont know. Hes just so, fat and bad attitude. I bet everyone will hire him to be some model for free hamburgers commercial. Hah.
True, its K Fed. Hah. Sesuai. K Fat. Hahahah. But yeah. He has the body, but his attitude is just so like any other perv guys. Poor britney :( He should rott in hell. Its not that im saying that i like britney. But haih. I dont know. Hes just so, fat and bad attitude. I bet everyone will hire him to be some model for free hamburgers commercial. Hah.
Last Name, Ever. First Name, Greatest.
EVERYBODY, i went to school today. Hahahahah. Yeah. Semalam ye2 farah cll, babe i nak pgi skolah. But tak dtg today. Berhenti berharap :( Takpalah, tomorrow ada. But maybe im not going to school tomorrow. Heh Heh Heh. But mcm kesian pulak dkt farah. Haih. Yeahh. Just go to school athirah. For the sake of your friends :\
Did study KH, abt penghutang whtever crapshit. But then Venosha came to our class after recess.
Venosha: "You want the good nws or the bad news?"
Everyone: "Bad bad bad!"
Venosha: "Okay the good news first."
Everyone: " Aiyooooh, bad lahhh!"
Venosha: "No, the good news first. Dont worry, The bad news is better that the others"
Everyone: "Huh? Okay lah"
Venosha: "Masa 6 until 9 tak belajar. But 6 smpai 7 non muslim belajar"
We were like whatthefuck weh? Best sial. So, school is okay now. Then Pn nurdiana asked us to buy mask. FROM HER, 50 cent. Buat business dia. Hahahahah. Untung untung. But its good for us also. Yeah.
On the phone with Hanna just now. Talk talk talk. We just hung up. She called me babe. HAHAHAH! Stupid. Shes going to tuition already. Hope she'll text me. HEHEHEHEHE.
So, my life is just, Normal. Not that okay. Not in heaven, or hell. Just normal. Like every normal teenagers. I guess ill be fine. Wanna clean my sax now.
Chowdouchebags.
why me? then im lucky.
Did study KH, abt penghutang whtever crapshit. But then Venosha came to our class after recess.
Venosha: "You want the good nws or the bad news?"
Everyone: "Bad bad bad!"
Venosha: "Okay the good news first."
Everyone: " Aiyooooh, bad lahhh!"
Venosha: "No, the good news first. Dont worry, The bad news is better that the others"
Everyone: "Huh? Okay lah"
Venosha: "Masa 6 until 9 tak belajar. But 6 smpai 7 non muslim belajar"
We were like whatthefuck weh? Best sial. So, school is okay now. Then Pn nurdiana asked us to buy mask. FROM HER, 50 cent. Buat business dia. Hahahahah. Untung untung. But its good for us also. Yeah.
On the phone with Hanna just now. Talk talk talk. We just hung up. She called me babe. HAHAHAH! Stupid. Shes going to tuition already. Hope she'll text me. HEHEHEHEHE.
So, my life is just, Normal. Not that okay. Not in heaven, or hell. Just normal. Like every normal teenagers. I guess ill be fine. Wanna clean my sax now.
Chowdouchebags.
why me? then im lucky.
Watch This
I - wud - loike - tuaah - boiy - a - ambergaaaaaarrr! HAHAHA. Damnburger. Stupid.
"Maybe we should stop"
"We dont quit, we do not quit. Again, Again!" HAHAHAHA
Im A Vampire. Youre A Mermaid?
Its 9:25 am and i feel fresh! Mum asked me to sleep but i just cant sleep back. Im hugging my stripes blankey since it reminds me of someone. I stff my ears with dad's handsfree and our song is playing. Been repeating it since 8:30. I miss you. Been looking at your picture in my phone for a thousand times already. Made me cry though. I just dont know why i never give up on you. I feel like taking care of you, changing you. Someone said i cant even change my self.. How can i change someone else's? I just dont know.
People look at me like im bad. Real bad. Like i just robbed a bank or killed the president. But if i do. Tak pandang dah. Terus kena tembak. Pft freak -.- Oh ill pay those credits back when i have money. Dont worry :)
My friends, cant seem to fix it. I think too much! Haih. Its really hard to be me. In my shoes. If its not your size, just wear it. Pft freak -.- The world, people. Feel like theyre against me. In a way. Maybe i should stop and lie down at the middle of an empty road. Just think. I know. No motive. But it helps sometimes. Did it at kampung, one time.
Im out of my first topic which i dont even know whats my first topic is. Stupid. I miss blogging. Bloggeyyyyyy! She listens to me, dnt understands me. But yet listens to me. Im crazy, am i? Maybe i dont know how to treat friends the right way. You should lend me a book "FRIENDSHIP FOR DUMMIES". I think ill be better. Hah Hah Hah. I dont like to be control by smeone. But if its the love ones, takpalah. Sometimes friends can be our therapist or cat? Where cats listen to us and just say "meow" and we'll go all "awwww, i love you too. Thank you rocky :)" But sometimes friends can turn out to be some freakphyschomaniac. They'll eat you alive. If that person is robert pattison takpa lah. Nak makan aku pun takpa. Hahahah! But yeah. It feels like a train hits you real hard if you have a friend who stab you from the back. Two faces bitches. Worst.
Life is not easy. Never been easy. If you look at me, im kind of in hell already. Hide the tears and pain deep inside. Smile and wave, smile and wave. Sometimes i love school. But school sucks. So what? I bet teachers think like that when they were teenagers. Maybe not all. Theyre just hiding it cause theyre teachers you know? My mum is a teacher. I know.
Ive been coughing since sahur. Haa, ada lah babi hidup kutuk aku. Hahahah. I found it funny. Im weird. I dont do kira bintang di awan when im emo. Right nab? Hahahah. Think im gonna go play harmonica now. Bye :)
your heartbeat is my music
People look at me like im bad. Real bad. Like i just robbed a bank or killed the president. But if i do. Tak pandang dah. Terus kena tembak. Pft freak -.- Oh ill pay those credits back when i have money. Dont worry :)
My friends, cant seem to fix it. I think too much! Haih. Its really hard to be me. In my shoes. If its not your size, just wear it. Pft freak -.- The world, people. Feel like theyre against me. In a way. Maybe i should stop and lie down at the middle of an empty road. Just think. I know. No motive. But it helps sometimes. Did it at kampung, one time.
Im out of my first topic which i dont even know whats my first topic is. Stupid. I miss blogging. Bloggeyyyyyy! She listens to me, dnt understands me. But yet listens to me. Im crazy, am i? Maybe i dont know how to treat friends the right way. You should lend me a book "FRIENDSHIP FOR DUMMIES". I think ill be better. Hah Hah Hah. I dont like to be control by smeone. But if its the love ones, takpalah. Sometimes friends can be our therapist or cat? Where cats listen to us and just say "meow" and we'll go all "awwww, i love you too. Thank you rocky :)" But sometimes friends can turn out to be some freakphyschomaniac. They'll eat you alive. If that person is robert pattison takpa lah. Nak makan aku pun takpa. Hahahah! But yeah. It feels like a train hits you real hard if you have a friend who stab you from the back. Two faces bitches. Worst.
Life is not easy. Never been easy. If you look at me, im kind of in hell already. Hide the tears and pain deep inside. Smile and wave, smile and wave. Sometimes i love school. But school sucks. So what? I bet teachers think like that when they were teenagers. Maybe not all. Theyre just hiding it cause theyre teachers you know? My mum is a teacher. I know.
Ive been coughing since sahur. Haa, ada lah babi hidup kutuk aku. Hahahah. I found it funny. Im weird. I dont do kira bintang di awan when im emo. Right nab? Hahahah. Think im gonna go play harmonica now. Bye :)
your heartbeat is my music
Ill Wait.
Today is gonna be the last time we talk till 5 am. Today is gonna be the last time ill rn out of credit bcse of you. Today is gonna be the last time you stay up just for me. Today is gonna be the last time you drink coffee. Today is gonna be the last time you'll be sleeping whn were otp. Today is gonna be the last time you play with your hair when you hear my voice. Gonna be the last time you bite the mic on that handsfree and still look gorgeous. Gonna be the last time you see my face on that webcam. Gonna be the last time you draw those hearts and stars at msn. Gonna be the last time you online till midnight. Gonna be last time you play around. This is the time when you have to STUDY. Please. For me? Im gonna miss you. I will. 42 days is just so long. But ill wait. Im sorry. Cant promise you if im gonna cry or not. What the heck, im having a fever. Just because i miss you. Obvsly im gonna cry. Im sorry. Cant control it. I love you.
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